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finally saturday comes, although im not quite l0oking forward to it cuz there's a performance nite ^^;
have been listening to WaT's songs recently especially during FYP. their lyrics makes me feel much more better ^^ although their singing is not that perfect.
she messaged me last night during rehersal. content of the sms says they might be going out on saturday and asked me along. WTF!! all say not free for my performance and still can go out!! some more choose at a day that i'm not free! heng i dun treat them so preciously, cuz they are not worth it. it really sucks! i seriously dun have any strong feeling for them at all. i really dun see the need to meet so often for dinner and do things together. there's not much moments that i feel that it's precious to me, except for some of them that i can show my true self with.
have been thinking quite alot during FYP. hope that i will find myself soon. i'm lost. and i realise wat you think its perfect might not be that perfect. i think all of us have to part and do things on our own or you will never grow. we can't always stay at the comfort zone. i took up the challenge cuz i still have to face it anyway.
Saturday, March 18, 2006